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The video features a discussion on spiritual deconstruction, with speakers sharing personal journeys from evangelical Christianity to exploring open spirituality. They reflect on doubts, beliefs, and the influence of societal norms on faith. The importance of critical thinking, therapy, and questioning preconceived notions about God is emphasized. The segment also delves into the story of Moses and the golden calf, highlighting the dangers of idolatry and the need for staying true to core beliefs. Overall, the video encourages open-minded exploration of spirituality beyond established religious structures.
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Discussion on spiritual deconstruction tradition within the church.
02:24One host shares annual updates on his spiritual journey.
Mention of a book published on spiritual deconstruction by an author within the church.
Host reflects on always having something to say on the subject.
Host uses notes to ensure accurate message delivery, as his words have been included in books before.
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Speaker's upbringing in an Evangelical Christian home.
05:10Emphasis on salvation, repentance, and faith in Jesus Christ.
Belief in the Bible's infallibility and duty to spread the gospel.
Impact of pre-internet era on worldview.
Role of the internet in questioning faith during college.
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Transition from Strong Christian Belief to Doubt and Disbelief.
09:06The speaker experienced a 10-year period of strong Christian belief before being exposed to opposing arguments that led to doubt.
Doubts reached a critical mass in his thirties, causing a shift from belief to doubt and eventually disbelief.
The transition was a long, painful process involving discussions with his wife and deep emotional struggles.
He now views the Bible and Christianity as human-made belief systems, striving for honesty and truthfulness based on available information.
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The speaker, an atheist, shares personal reasons for believing in something beyond what is visible.
12:07The speaker admits that their belief is based on desire rather than evidence.
Philosophical arguments hint at intention in the universe, but the speaker emphasizes the inability to convince others.
The speaker values their spiritual life but acknowledges uncertainty in reaching confident conclusions.
The speaker highlights the subjective nature of beliefs and uses the analogy of a person in a park offering hope to illustrate their perspective on discussing spiritual matters.
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The speaker found a new desire for meaning, purpose, truth, and connections after leaving the Christian faith.
16:45Reading Richard Holloway's books on faith and spirituality aligned with the speaker's thoughts.
Holloway's idea of 'latency,' the hidden sense behind the visible, deeply resonated with the speaker's introspection.
The speaker's journey of self-discovery was influenced by Holloway's concepts and writings.
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Reflection on transcendence and faith.
18:34Minority who fully commit to faith, inspired by Jesus.
Questioning why some neglect their relationship with God, contrasting with speaker's deep desire.
Analogy between belief in God and Bigfoot, emphasizing personal belief.
Highlighting dedication of those who wholeheartedly pursue their faith.
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Reflections on deconstruction from American Evangelical Christianity.
23:45Detailed picture of God within former community influences beliefs.
Difficulty of questioning ingrained beliefs compared to a Bigfoot hunter who knows Bigfoot isn't real.
Importance of language learning emphasized, with promotion for Rosetta Stone's immersive program.
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Therapy improves relationships and the speaker promotes Better Help online therapy service.
25:51Working on oneself is important for enhancing relationships, as seen in the speaker's personal experiences with therapy.
Better Help offers convenience and flexibility for those seeking therapy.
The video transitions to discussing the story of Moses and the golden calf in the Book of Exodus.
The Old Testament contains wild and interesting narratives like the story of Moses and the golden calf.
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Moses receives detailed instructions from God on building the tabernacle and specific rituals for entering God's presence.
30:25God gives Moses two stone tablets, possibly with the 10 Commandments.
The people grow impatient and ask Aaron to make them a god, resulting in the creation of a golden calf.
The people begin worshiping the calf, angering God who threatens to kill them all.
Moses intervenes to prevent this punishment.
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The story of the Israelites creating a golden calf as a deity highlights the dangers of idolatry and the influence of societal norms on faith.
35:40The Israelites' impatience with Moses led them to create a tangible, understandable deity in the form of a golden calf.
This narrative emphasizes how people may accept a distorted version of God due to community influence and leadership.
The story serves as a cautionary tale, prompting reflection on the concept of God and the importance of staying true to core beliefs.
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Author's journey from viewing God as a caricature to seeking a deeper understanding.
37:39Mentions Jesuit priest Anthony de Mello and his book 'Awareness' as impactful.
De Mello's teachings challenge traditional views of God and emphasize knowing God as the unknown.
Highlights the limitations of a fixed God concept and the barrier it poses to true spiritual understanding.
Author shares personal insights gained from de Mello's work and the importance of questioning preconceived notions about God.
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Discussion of the book 'Surprise by Doubt: How Disillusionment Can Invite Us Into A Deeper Faith' by Josh Chatraw and Jack Carson.
42:00The authors take an evangelical Christian perspective and discuss deconstruction and doubts with charity and thoughtfulness.
The authors offer a traditional defense of the Christian faith and stress the significance of honesty and charity in conversations.
The narrator appreciates the approach of the authors, even though he does not agree with their conclusions.
CS Lewis' analogy of Christianity being a house with many rooms is also mentioned in the segment.
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Discussion on 'Attic Christianity' and the importance of avoiding isolation in narrow beliefs.
45:40'Attic Christianity' refers to Christians isolating themselves in narrow beliefs and becoming convinced of their correctness.
Behavior of 'Attic Christianity' seen in various sects, including American evangelicalism.
Encouragement for those in the 'attic' to return to mainstream Christianity, examine foundational truths, and stay connected to the broader community.
Emphasis on the importance of avoiding isolation in narrow beliefs to prevent disillusionment and negative consequences.
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Open Spirituality and Alternative Belief Systems
49:20The speaker represents Open Spirituality and encourages exploration beyond Christianity.
Criticisms of rejecting established religious structures are addressed.
Personal truth is emphasized over universal truth.
Skepticism towards religious structures is expressed, promoting critical thinking and individual beliefs.
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Influence of culture on spirituality.
54:04Beliefs are shaped by DNA and cultural experiences.
Objectivity of religious structures, like Christianity, is questioned as products of their time.
Differences in God's portrayal throughout history attributed to the needs of the people at that time.
Challenge to the traditional view of the Bible as a unified, authoritative text.
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The speaker reflects on his journey from evangelical Christianity to questioning his beliefs, ultimately leaving for a broader perspective.
59:13People create gods based on their beliefs and perspectives, influenced by the spirit of the age.
Despite resistance, the speaker explores cracks in the foundation of his faith.
The decision to leave the 'Christian house' is met with warnings of danger and a lack of meaning.
This highlights the challenges of personal growth and exploration.
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Reflection on experience inside and outside a house.
01:02:41Initially believed the house to be created by God, but later realized it was built by people.
Noticed similarities in other houses and the strong beliefs of those inside.
Leaving the house brought challenges due to less established rules outside.
Departure was viewed as a rejection of shared beliefs, with accusations of selfishness and lack of belonging.
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Finding love and faithfulness outside a toxic environment.
01:05:32Discovering kind and loving people beyond self-absorbed individuals.
Realizing the value of life outside the confines of negativity.
Hearing God's voice in nature and connecting to spirituality on a universal level.
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The importance of spiritual experiences and connecting with something beyond.
01:08:40Emphasis on helping others and making healthy choices in life.
Recommendation of the book 'Awareness' by Anthony de Mello and watching his videos on YouTube.
Encouragement for exploration and open-mindedness, despite not agreeing with all viewpoints.
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Discussion of upcoming topics for the next week on the show.
01:12:33Listeners encouraged to follow along using hashtag Earbiscuits and leave reviews.
Hosts express appreciation for listener feedback and encourage voicemails for discussion topics.
Call to action for listeners to call in and share their thoughts.
Listener from Alabama praises episode on Taylor Swift for fun speculation and diverse perspectives.
00:03Welcome to Ear Biscuits,
00:04the podcast where two lifelong friends
00:06talk about life for a long time.
00:09I'm Rhett.
00:10And I'm Link.
00:11This week at the round
table of dim lighting,
00:14we're giving the floor to my
co-host, Rhett McLaughlin.
00:17Four years ago was a pivotal moment
00:22in not only the life of this podcast,
00:24but also the public life of
my friend Rhett McLaughlin,
00:28because four years ago is when
00:30he first shared publicly
about his spiritual journey
00:36along the path of deconstruction.
00:38Is this NPR enough for you?
00:40Well, the interesting thing is,
00:43And now,
It doesn't sound
00:44a lot like NPR,
00:45it actually sounds like
00:47maybe more fittingly like a podcast
00:49that might be done by like the 700 club.
00:51Yeah, okay.
00:52You're welcome.
00:53Which I appreciate.
And now,
00:55in following with the tradition
00:58of every anniversary of
that initial podcast,
01:01he is here to give us another update
01:05on where he is at spiritually.
01:09Thank you, Jim.
01:11I just feel like I couldn't call you
01:12by your actual name.
01:14Okay, I can be Jim.
Link.
01:16I can be Jim, the active listener today.
01:18You be Jimmy?
01:20Let's get into it, man.
That's my dad's name, Jimmy.
01:21I know you've been
pulling together lots of,
01:24I made you read through
this outline last night.
01:27I didn't read through it,
01:29because I want to be surprised.
01:31Oh, really?
01:32I skimmed it.
Okay.
01:34I applied your speed reading techniques,
01:36which as many have pointed out,
01:39was just skimming.
01:41But let's not get into that.
01:43Oh, let's focus.
Okay.
01:44Okay, all right.
Let's focus.
01:45Yeah, give me a second
to think about that.
01:48Okay, so yes,
01:51every year when this time approaches,
01:53given the fact that this podcast
01:55is not primarily or even
01:58Minority
Mostly
02:00about spiritual things,
02:05we have this tradition of
talking about these things.
02:07And every year, as the date approaches,
02:11I think to myself:
we're gonna do it again?
02:14We're gonna do it again?
02:15Do you have anything to say?
02:18I think you do.
I have something
02:19in my mouth,
02:19like a chia seed from a smoothie.
02:22Well, I'm really interested
in where you're at,
02:24because this is a good
occasion for me to hear it
02:28kinda like all put into
one, like one spot.
02:33So, I'm all ears.
02:34Especially given the fact
that since last year,
02:37a book, at least one
book has been published,
02:41that is about the topic of
spiritual deconstruction
02:45from an author that is in the church.
02:50I didn't read the chapter,
02:51but I know that the chapter was devoted
02:54to your story, completely.
02:56Yeah.
It's a chapter about you.
02:59Yeah, I'm honored and I'm
gonna be talking about that.
03:02Okay.
03:04Yeah, well, when this time comes around,
03:07I always start thinking,
do I have anything to say?
03:09And then once I start thinking
03:10and writing down some notes,
03:12I'm like, oh, I have a lot to say.
03:13I always got a lot to say.
03:14I almost hate myself for it,
03:18but I got a lot to say
and I'm gonna say it.
03:20Thank you for being here.
03:21I am using notes as I always do
03:22when I talk about these things,
03:23because as has been shown,
03:25sometimes the things I
say get put into books.
03:28And so, I like to make sure
03:30that I say the things
03:30in the way that I want to say them.
03:32A book.
03:34Well, no Link.
03:35I think this marks,
03:36this may be the third book
about deconstruction that,
03:40Okay.
One or both of us
03:40There you go.
Is mentioned in,
03:42so we're on a streak.
03:43And I think there's another one
03:44that's actually coming out really soon,
03:45that I haven't read yet,
03:46that I'm hoping we're in.
03:49And we'll maybe talk about that next year.
03:51So, I'm gonna talk about,
03:54I'm gonna recap my story,
03:56a very like Cliff's Notes version
03:58of the deconstruction story.
04:00'Cause I find what I often do,
04:02is I'm talking about it.
04:03I'm like, if you want
to hear the whole story,
04:05go to listen to this long
podcast from four years ago.
04:09And I don't want you to have to do that,
04:10if you don't wanna do that.
04:11If this is the only thing
04:12that you've ever listened to
04:13of us talking about this,
04:14I'd like this to be able to stand alone
04:16because I wanna respect your time.
04:19I'm also gonna talk about
04:20some people who have been really helpful,
04:22some writers who have been really helpful
04:24in helping me understand
04:26my spiritual journey.
04:28I'm gonna tell my favorite Bible story,
04:30so pull up a chair, get
out your felt board.
04:33Oh!
04:35I'm going to tell my favorite Bible story,
04:37and then I will be talking about this.
04:39Do the kids get candy afterward?
04:41You can get some candy.
04:42I'm not the kid.
04:44I wasn't referring to me.
04:45Okay, if you're a kid
and you're listening,
04:48which I don't know if I would recommend,
04:49yes, you can.
04:51You're gonna have to get yourself
04:52some candy at the end as a reward,
04:53because I don't have the
ability to get it to you.
04:55And then I'll be talking about this book,
04:58and I'll try to tie it all together.
05:00So Cliff's Notes version
05:04of my deconstruction,
slash, deconversion story.
05:10Grew up in an Evangelical Christian home,
05:12Evangelical, according to myself.
05:17Meaning that the deserved
punishment for my sins,
05:21of which everybody was guilty, was hell.
05:25To receive salvation from that punishment,
05:27you gotta repent
05:28and profess faith in Jesus
Christ to forgive you,
05:31at which point you enter
a relationship with God
05:33and you're born again.
05:34That's how some people would
refer to it, being born again.
05:38Part of that is the
Bible is without error,
05:41and it is the authoritative
revelation of God.
05:44And it is my duty, every Christian's duty,
05:48to spread the good news; AKA, the gospel.
05:52That's sort of a general
description of like, my worldview.
05:57So this was as,
Born and raised in that.
06:00As you might remember, pretty important.
06:03Yeah.
06:05The most important
aspect of my life, right?
06:10It was the thing that mattered the most.
06:14And, I was born in 1977.
06:17I am 46 years old.
06:20And what that means, is that
06:23I never really questioned that
06:24for the first 20 years of my life, right?
06:30I think it's hard for people
who maybe are under 35
06:33to relate to the fact that like,
06:35you know, before the internet,
06:37if you grew up before the internet,
06:41this is what you were taught,
06:42this is what most people
in your community believed.
06:45You didn't really know anybody
that thought differently.
06:48Maybe they thought slightly
differently about things,
06:50but there was really no impetus
06:52to question any of the
core ideas of Christianity.
06:56Like, why? Why would you, right?
06:59But of course, the internet,
07:02that damned internet
came along when I was,
07:06pretty much when I was in college,
07:07is when I started,
07:08Yeah.
Really looking at it.
07:11And at that point,
07:12I started to find lots of people
07:16who disagreed with what I believed,
07:21had a lot of things to say
07:22about the things that I believed, right?
07:26And so for the first time,
07:28I kind of started out on this quest
07:29of trying to confirm that I
believed in the right thing.
07:35Because again, this wasn't
just some like hobby.
07:40This was everything, right?
07:41This was not just the
most important thing,
07:44it was essentially the only
thing that ultimately mattered.
07:47Every single other aspect of my life
07:49was organized under
this first proposition,
07:53which was all those
things that I just stated.
07:56The Bible's authoritative.
07:57I'm in a relationship with Jesus.
08:00And so, I started reading.
08:03There's, I mean, there's
a lot of resources
08:04and there's many more resources now,
08:07but there were a lot of
resources at the time
08:09if you wanted to confirm what
you believed as a Christian.
08:13There were a lot of Christian apologists,
08:15that means a defender of the faith,
08:18who could provide answers
08:19to a lot of the questions that I had.
08:20So, I started into that
process in my twenties.
08:25The problem is, is that
when I started looking at
08:27a lot of these answers to
the questions that I had,
08:31you end up just sort of incidentally
08:33getting exposed to a lot of arguments
08:36against the things that
you believe, right?
08:38Because maybe you're reading about it
08:40and you're introduced to a whole new idea,
08:42or your research it a little bit deeper
08:45and you find, oh, there's
an answer to the answer,
08:47to the answer to the answer, right?
08:49Oh, there's people debating these things.
08:53So that was about a 10 year period
08:54of still being very, you
know, a very strong Christian,
08:57still very, it was still
the most important thing,
09:00but I would say by my thirties,
09:04the amount of good arguments
09:06causing me to question what I believed
09:09had reached a bit of a critical mass.
09:12I'd seen a lot of different
things causing me to doubt.
09:16And so I went from
believing that I was right,
09:18to doubting that I was right,
09:20to believing that I was wrong.
09:22That was a,
Long period of time.
09:24Long period of time.
09:25And then once I believed I was wrong,
09:27I stopped calling myself a Christian.
09:29Now, this is a vast
oversimplification of the process.
09:31There is a really long podcast
09:33where I talk about all the
details, or a lot of them,
09:37but it was a very drawn out process.
09:39It was very painful.
09:40You were there the whole time,
09:41I was talking with you about it.
09:43Definitely.
09:44I was talking to my wife about it,
09:45she was crying on a regular basis.
09:48And, it was very disorienting.
09:50It was not easy.
09:51It was, I would say,
09:52probably the hardest thing
that I've ever done, wholesale.
09:55You know, when you take
it all into account.
09:58Where did I end up landing?
10:02Well first of all,
10:02I like to think that I'm
still landing, right?
10:06This is a long, drawn out landing
10:08that may never fully, I may
never fully plant my feet.
10:14But my goal continues to be,
10:15to be in the place that is
10:18the most honest and truthful,
10:20based on the available
information that I have.
10:23So right now, I believe that the Bible
10:26and Christianity is a belief system.
10:28That they are a product of people,
10:31rather than a product of God.
10:34I'm not an atheist.
10:36Kind of went through a
little bit of like a angry,
10:41you might call it an angry atheist phase,
10:44which is very common for people
10:45who are coming out of the faith,
10:46but I never really got
all the way to atheism.
10:49And the reason I don't
call myself an atheist
10:53is because I'm personally
compelled to believe
10:55that there's something else going on
10:56beyond what I can see and understand.
11:00I don't believe this because
I have evidence for it,
11:03I believe it because I want to believe it.
11:05I believe it because I want it to be true.
11:07I kinda want to live in a world
11:09where there's some magic, right?
11:11Okay.
Now,
11:12from a philosophical standpoint,
11:13I do think that there are
some really interesting
11:17evidences or arguments that compel me
11:21to believe that there's some
intention to the universe.
11:25But again, I just don't think I can,
11:27I can't convince you of it.
11:31And I'm not trying to.
11:32But my spiritual life,
11:35very important to me, really vital to me,
11:38but I'm not convinced that I can come
11:40to any confident conclusions
about spiritual matters.
11:44At least not in the same way
11:45you can come to confident
conclusions about
11:51like, scientific things
or whatever, right?
11:53It feels like a different category.
11:55So whatever spiritual truth there may be
11:57is probably not an accumulation of facts.
12:01It really can't be defended.
12:02I can't convince somebody of it,
12:04and I probably shouldn't try to.
12:07So this, to me, is the most
honest and truthful position
12:11that I can have at the moment.
12:13Now, I could be wrong.
12:17I am wrong.
12:18100%, I know that I'm wrong,
12:20at least in some places,
12:22I don't know where I'm wrong.
12:23You're 100% certain that
you're wrong some percentage.
12:27Exactly.
12:28Okay.
I am definitely
12:29wrong about this,
12:32to some degree.
12:33Maybe completely.
12:38And I'm not so sure
being right, being wrong,
12:41I don't know if that's
what it's about anyway,
12:43I'm just telling you that this is my POV.
12:46Like, if you go visit a national park
12:50and you're walking on a
trail and you pass somebody
12:54and they say, oh, they start
telling you things like,
12:58maybe you got a question
12:59and they're like, well, about
two miles up, blah, blah.
13:02Yeah?
13:03It's just a dude in the park.
13:04Right.
13:06I mean, maybe he's
right, maybe he's wrong,
13:08but you're
"You're almost there.
13:08Keep going!" Really?
13:10Right, right, but you're like,
13:11what is,
What's your almost?
13:12That's a perfect analogy.
13:14Because, what is almost to you?
13:15It's just a dude in a park.
13:18That's what I am, I'm a dude in a park.
13:20Who wants to give you hope
13:21because he liked what
he's coming back from.
13:23Well, I'm not even saying that.
13:24Again, I get into this
thing where it's just like,
13:27why do we talk about this?
13:28And I talk about it 'cause
I think about it a lot.
13:31It's very important to me.
13:32This is our podcast,
13:33we can talk about whatever the
hell we want to talk about.
13:36But also, I do find that
13:38there's a lot of people who are like,
13:39thank you for talking about this.
13:41You know, going through something similar,
13:42thinking about similar things.
13:44I like to hear another perspective.
13:45Well, spoiler alert,
13:48next week I'll be sharing my perspective
13:53and I will be giving all of the answers.
13:56Hmm!
13:57With 100% certainty,
13:58so,
Okay, good.
14:00If you just want, you know,
14:00if you just wanna wait a week for that,
14:03I'm here for you if you just want answers.
14:06It'll be quick.
14:08Hey, that's a good teaser.
14:10Yeah.
I like that.
14:12But for now, yeah,
14:13it's like you're at this place
14:14where these are your beliefs
14:18that you've just described,
14:21and you're still very interested in it,
14:24because an application could be,
14:26this is my conclusion, therefore
I'm onto the next thing.
14:31Like, I'm kind of into mammalian
14:37delivery of children.
I am also into to that.
14:40Of children? I just thought
14:42Of babies.
14:43Okay.
14:45You like mammal babies.
14:46Anyway!
Zoo babies,
14:48one of my favorite things.
Yeah.
14:49Read a book about zoo babies.
14:50So you are,
14:52so you still think about this a lot.
14:54This is a
All the time.
14:55Hobby?
14:56Yeah.
This is a fascination.
14:57My wife, my wonderful, beautiful wife,
15:02her name is Jessie.
15:05She comes downstairs into the garage,
15:07we work out together pretty regularly.
15:10And if I get down there before her,
15:11I'm playing a podcast or a YouTube video,
15:15and I don't play music when I work out.
15:17Such a weirdo.
15:18And like, I'm always listening
15:20to people talk about this stuff,
15:21from every perspective.
15:22I listen to a lot of just pastors
15:24talking about things.
15:26I don't just listen to people
15:28who confirm the things that I think,
15:29I listen to all.
15:31I love people talking about this stuff.
15:33And
Creflo?
15:34I know, Creflo Dollar, he's my favorite.
15:36You know, I don't really get into Creflo,
15:38I get into the people
who are talking about it
15:40a little bit from a
philosophical standpoint.
15:42But she's like, what is wrong with you?
15:46And I'm like, I don't know!
15:48I'm just interested in this.
15:51It is a hobby of mine.
15:52So where are you taking this right now?
15:54Okay. So one of the things that I noticed
15:57after I left the Christian faith,
16:00there was something that remained.
16:02There was this sort of core
of who I am that remained,
16:07and at that core was a desire
16:10to live a meaningful
life, to have purpose,
16:14to pursue truth, to love my wife,
16:18even though she makes fun of me
16:19for the things that I listen to;
16:21to love my kids, to love my friends.
16:24Yeah.
16:25To be a good boss, you know,
16:27the same kind of stuff
16:29that I wanted to be true about my life
16:31and that I was interested in,
16:33when I called myself a Christian.
16:36And there was something
else that remained:
16:38this desire to connect
with something beyond me,
16:42beyond myself, beyond my understanding.
16:45Something that you might
roughly call spirituality.
16:49I don't know if it was last
year or the year before,
16:51but I talked about Richard Holloway,
16:56former bishop of Edinburgh
in the Episcopal Church,
17:01who's written a bunch of books.
17:04I love the way he talks about faith.
17:06And I talked about his book,
"Stories We Tell Ourselves."
17:11And really connected with me
17:15and the way that I think
about spiritual things.
17:18But this year I read his memoir,
17:20"Leaving Alexandria, A
Memoir of Faith and Doubt."
17:25And I found a couple of passages
17:28that I think illustrate this
idea that I'm talking about,
17:31of what I discovered about myself.
17:35So he says,
17:38and I will not attempt to do this
17:40in a Scottish accent.
Don't.
17:43'Cause I would fail.
17:44"I did not know the word at the time
17:46or the idea that lay behind it,
17:48but I was experiencing latency;
17:51the sense of something
hidden behind what is seen.
17:54How can you find words
for what is beyond sound,
17:57make visible what vanishes when seen?
18:00I was looking for something beyond myself,
18:02something out there that
would take me out of in here,
18:06the life that was going on in my head.
18:09I was looking for transcendence.
18:10The beyond that is sometimes
18:13encountered in the midst of things,
18:15usually when we are not looking for it.
18:18This is the stab of awareness
18:19that causes us to turn on our heels,
18:21to catch the shadow that is behind us.
18:24It is the sense of a
presence beyond any knowing
18:27that we reach out towards.
18:29We're missing something,
18:30either because it is not there,
18:31or because we have not yet found it."
18:34He goes on to say, "Yet
there is also the sense
18:37of something just out of reach,
18:40something unseen that listens
18:42from that invisible listener,
18:45a colossal demand has exerted itself
18:47upon some men and women
18:49who then give themselves
utterly away to it.
18:51Jesus called it 'Father'
18:54and offered himself to
it without condition.
18:57Since his death on its behalf,
18:58countless others have
followed his example.
19:00Always a minority,
19:02they provoke discomfort
even among believers,
19:05because most believers acquire
19:06only a mild version of faith
19:09and are made anxious by
those who catch it badly."
19:14When I read this, I was like, this!
19:18Yes, I'm one of those!
19:23I caught it badly.
19:26This is why I listen
to it when I work out.
19:30Okay?
19:31It does make people uncomfortable,
19:33I've noticed that, you know?
19:38I remember being a kid
in a Christian community
19:44and having friends
19:48who called themselves
Christians, who went to church,
19:53but it kind of didn't seem
like it was that important.
19:57Yeah.
And I was always like, what?
20:02How is this not the most
important thing to you?
20:04Like, if this is true, if God is real,
20:10if you can have a relationship
with God through Jesus,
20:13if you can have the spirit
of God inside your heart,
20:17directing you, guiding you;
20:21if what you're doing now
is impacting your eternity,
20:28if you could share this
message with somebody
20:31and they could also be in
eternity, in Heaven versus Hell,
20:36isn't this the, this is the shit!
20:39This is the most important thing.
20:42What is wrong with you,
that you don't get this?
20:45I remember thinking that about
a lot of people that knew.
20:49Meanwhile, we were
starting Christian bands
20:52and getting involved in Campus Crusade,
20:55going on mission trips,
20:56becoming full-time Christian missionaries,
21:00because it was important.
21:02Right.
21:03Why would you not give your life to this?
21:04Why would you not give everything to this?
21:10And one of the things that
I've noticed about myself
21:13is that this preoccupation with God,
21:21this deep desire to know God,
21:24this curiosity about God,
21:27is ironically what
unraveled my faith in God.
21:31Hmm.
21:34Does that make sense?
Yeah.
21:36It's like if you believe in Bigfoot,
21:40and I'm not saying that,
Here we go.
21:41And listen, I'm not saying
21:43that believing in God and
believing in Bigfoot are on the,
21:46there's a lot of atheists
who would say that.
21:47I believe in God.
21:48So, okay, I don't think
21:51that these are all on the same level.
21:52This is an analogy.
21:53You don't believe in Bigfoot.
21:55I do not believe in Bigfoot.
21:56So you should say that too.
22:00If somebody really believes in Bigfoot,
22:03and they believe in Bigfoot
22:04so much so that they
become a Bigfoot hunter,
22:07they have a television show,
they've written a few books,
22:11they know everything there
is to know about Bigfoot,
22:14they're always out there
looking for Bigfoot.
22:17They are in the best position
22:20to come to the conclusion
22:21that Bigfoot does not exist.
22:23Right.
22:25Right?
Yeah.
22:28And so, I'm not saying that
22:29I don't believe that God exists,
22:30but I'll be talking specifically
22:32about what actually happened
to me in my deconstruction.
22:35It is harder to do that
22:37when you have a Bigfoot show, though.
22:39I will point that out.
22:40Exactly.
That's the thing.
22:41You know, it's just
like if you're a pastor
22:43and you're beginning to doubt,
22:45it's very difficult to,
22:47that's your job, being a pastor.
22:48If you're a Bigfoot hunter
22:49and you know Bigfoot's not real,
22:50but that cheque keeps rolling in
22:51every time TLC calls up,
22:53I don't know what channel it's on anymore.
22:55Multiple, probably.
Oh yeah.
22:57It's hard to let go of that.
22:59But if you go out there enough
23:01and you never see Bigfoot,
23:02eventually you might
come to some suspicions
23:04about whether or not Bigfoot exists.
23:08I think that I was especially susceptible
23:12to the type of deconstruction
and deconversion
23:17that I went through,
23:19because of the particular
type of Christianity
23:21that I subscribed to;
23:23because of American
Evangelical Christianity.
23:28And I would say, you know,
23:32more specifically non-denominational,
23:36reformed-ish, reformed
Baptist-ish Christianity,
23:42we had a very clear picture of God;
23:45a pretty detailed picture of God.
23:46We had books called,
"Systematic Theology."
23:49We had books called, "Knowing God."
23:52You know, we had a picture of God,
23:56a detailed picture of God
23:57that we kind of sold to each other.
24:00And now I get to tell
my favorite Bible story.
24:03Okay.
24:05You'll probably remember this one,
24:06but you've probably forgotten
some of the details.
24:09And it is a wild ride.
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27:25I love this story.
27:27It is the story of Moses
and the golden calf.
27:32Okay.
Okay?
27:34So the Old Testament in general,
27:37I just love it because these
stories are so wild, man.
27:43But this takes place in
the Book of Exodus, right?
27:45So we're following the story
27:48of the Israelites getting out of Egypt
27:54after there's a series of things
27:58that happened to Pharaoh and the Egyptians
28:00and God's doing all this stuff in Egypt.
28:02Eventually the people get out,
28:04they go through the
Red Sea that God parts,
28:07and then God collapses the
sea on the Egyptian army.
28:10And anyway, Moses and the
Israelites get out into the desert
28:14and they're wandering around the desert,
28:17wandering around the desert 40 years.
28:21And God does some really
interesting things
28:23during this period of time.
28:28He starts to talk to Moses directly
28:30and his chief method is
28:35by inhabiting a cloud
on top of a mountain,
28:38and then calling Moses into the cloud
28:41and then telling him things.
28:46You know, he'll call him up there,
28:47he gives him basically rules.
28:49The God in the cloud gives
him a bunch of rules.
28:52The ones that you've heard of, yes,
28:54like the 10 Commandments,
they're in there.
28:55You know, don't kill, don't steal.
28:57But then there's some very specific ones
28:59like if you beat your slave and they die,
29:03you must be punished.
29:05But if you beat 'em and they
survive for a day or two,
29:06it's cool because they're your property.
29:09But if you knock out their tooth,
29:12you gotta let 'em go free.
29:15Really?
Yeah.
29:18This one's better though.
29:21If a bull gores somebody to death,
29:25the bull must be killed but not eaten.
29:28The owner will not be punished,
29:29unless this bull is
known as a troublemaker.
29:32If everybody knew that your bull
29:34was a little bit of a hmm,
29:35up to some bullshit on a regular basis,
29:37Uh-huh?
29:38then we're gonna kill
both the bull and you.
29:41Oh wow.
If that bull gets out
29:42and does some damage.
29:45That kind of makes sense.
It kind of makes sense.
29:48I think I'm for that.
29:50This not Leviticus Law,
29:54this is just,
This is Exodus.
29:55This is just, okay.
29:57These are the things that God said.
30:00I mean, there's lots
of rules in the Torah,
30:02you know, those first five books.
30:03But,
Okay.
30:04This is the stuff that
God said during the,
30:07you know, when they
were in the wilderness.
30:09Okay, that's just a little
setup for how God communicated
30:12and the kinds of things that God said.
30:14But then there was this particular time
30:15where God calls Moses up to the cloud
30:17and he spends 40 days.
30:20And he goes well beyond giving him rules,
30:22he gives him very specific instructions
30:25on exactly how to build the house,
30:29the tabernacle that
God wants to be inside.
30:31And if you think that you have heard
30:33very detailed, difficult to
understand Ikea instructions,
30:38this is like so many
levels deeper than that.
30:40This is 40 days of instructions
30:43on exactly how to make the tabernacle
30:46that God wanted to be in.
30:48Like, the materials
that it needed to be in
30:50what the furniture on the inside,
30:51like what the table needed to look like,
30:53the dimensions of everything,
30:54the lamp and the lamp stand,
30:56the ark of the covenant, all this stuff.
30:59And then what to wear when
you come into the tabernacle,
31:02who can come in the tabernacle,
31:04what they have to do when
they come into my presence,
31:06the sacrifices, but not just
what they need to sacrifice,
31:09but how they need to sacrifice
31:10and what they need to do with the organs
31:11and the specific organs.
31:12And you gotta put some blood
31:14on different parts of your
body when you come in.
31:15Very, very detailed instructions.
31:20And in the process, he
gives him two stone tablets.
31:24You've seen it, Charlton Heston
in "The 10 Commandments."
31:26He gives Moses, played by Charlton Heston,
31:30he gives him two stone tablets;
31:31presumably with the 10
commandments on them,
31:33although scholars are
not quite in agreement
31:36that that's exactly what was on the.
31:40We've always been told
it's the 10 Commandments
31:41and it's like, well,
31:42it's not exactly that clear, but probably.
31:46Meanwhile, at the bottom of the mountain,
31:50Moses has left his
brother A-A-Ron in charge
31:55and the people are like,
31:58Hey Aaron, we,
They're getting a-antsy.
32:02Yeah, yeah. We're like,
32:03we don't know what happened
to this dude Moses.
32:05Like, yeah, he lead us this far,
32:07but we're pretty sure
he is not coming back.
32:09It's been quite some time,
32:10so could you like make us a
god to worship or something?
32:17And A-A-Ron is like,
bring me all your gold.
32:21They bring him their gold
jewelry, he melts it down,
32:24he makes a little cow and then he says,
32:27here's your God who
brought you out of Egypt.
32:32Now, it's always surprised me,
32:34but this was pretty cool
32:36and convincing to the people.
32:38They were like, yeah, cool,
32:40let's start making sacrifices
to this golden calf.
32:44This is our God.
32:45And they started doing
rituals and dancing.
32:49Back at the top of the mountain,
32:51God is like, Moses,
32:54your people just made a little golden cow
32:57and they're worshiping it.
32:59I am very pissed off about this
33:02and I am going to kill them all.
33:05And Moses is like, hold up God.
33:08It would be a little bit crazy if you,
33:12like, you took all this time
to bring us out of Egypt.
33:15You've done all this stuff for us.
33:17And now if you just kill us all,
33:20what's the story there, bro?
33:22You know, that's not a good story.
33:25Plus, you kind of promised our ancestors
33:31that you would build a great nation
33:32out of their descendants
33:33and that would sort of not be doing that.
33:38And God was like, ah, I see your point.
33:42So he's like,
By the way,
33:44I'm getting a little nervous at this point
33:45that you're becoming a pastor.
33:49Like, what is happening here?
33:51I missed my calling, man.
Go ahead.
33:52I would've loved to have been one.
33:55All the cool clothes.
33:56Go ahead.
33:57So Moses takes his two tablets,
34:01he goes down the mountain,
34:02and when he gets down to
the bottom of the mountain
34:03he sees the people all
dancing around the Golden Cow.
34:05He's like, guys, what the hell?
34:07He's so mad,
34:08he throws down the tablets and breaks 'em!
34:11The things that God, I mean,
34:12God gave him the tablets.
Yeah.
34:13He's so mad, he breaks 'em.
34:15He breaks the Ikea
instructions right there.
34:17Well, it was 10 commandments.
34:21And he's so mad, he takes the golden calf,
34:24he throws it in a fire,
34:26then he grinds it down to powder,
34:28then he scatters it
across the drinking water
34:30and he makes them fools drink it.
34:35Okay.
34:35It's like, drink that God.
34:40And then he says, okay,
34:42whoever is on my side, come over here.
34:46And the Levite, this is the priests,
34:49they come over to him and
Moses is like, all right,
34:50if you're really on God's side,
34:53then I want you to go into camp.
34:55Here, take these swords, go into camp,
34:57kill your brother and your
friend and your neighbor.
35:01Prove it to me.
35:03They go into camp and they kill 3000
35:05of their brothers, friends and neighbors.
35:08Ouch.
And God is like, good.
35:12And then God is like, well,
35:13but I'm still gonna
unleash a plague on you.
35:16Why the hell not?
35:20Great story.
35:21That's it?
35:22I mean, the book continues
35:24and I mean, it continues
to be a wild ride.
35:28But I wanna stop there because really,
35:30the point that I wanted to focus on
35:32was the building of the golden calf,
35:33right?
Okay.
35:36So, what is the
significance of this story?
35:40Well, this may not be what
your pastor tells you,
35:43this may be what Pastor Rhett tells you.
35:45Oh, God.
35:49The people became impatient
with Moses, right?
35:55Moses is taking too long.
35:57So what do they do?
35:57They made their own God.
35:59And it was a God that they could see,
36:01that they could understand,
that they could relate to.
36:03It was tangible, it was defined;
36:05it was right there, it was a golden calf.
36:08So imagine if you're a kid
in this group of people
36:12and you see all these people
worshiping this golden calf.
36:15Everyone, every adult in
your community is doing it.
36:18The guy in charge, A-A-Ron,
36:19he's telling you that this is your God,
36:20what do you do?
36:22Well, you don't question that, right?
36:26The God that you are presented with
36:29is the God that you accept most often,
36:33regardless of the nature of
that God; at least initially.
36:36And the God that I could understand,
36:38that my community could understand,
36:40that my country could understand,
36:42is a certain type of God, right?
36:44It's the God of a,
36:47and not the full whole country,
36:50like, you know, a big
swath of the country.
36:52The God of American
Evangelical Christianity.
36:55And when I grew up, I took
a closer look at that God,
37:00or what I would say the caricature of God
37:02that I had been given,
37:03and I became convinced that it wasn't God.
37:06I became convinced that whatever God is,
37:09it must be bigger than
37:10the God that I'd placed my faith in.
37:14It must be bigger than the
golden calf that I was given.
37:18So,
You drank it.
37:21I mean, did I drink it?
37:23I don't know.
37:26But somebody who has really helped me
37:27understand some of this stuff
37:29and has articulated some ideas
37:33that have resonated with me,
37:34another author, Anthony de Mello.
37:39This is a Jesuit priest from India.
37:45Oh, I thought he played for the Lakers.
37:50That's Carmelo Anthony, sorry.
37:51You mentioned, you just mixed up,
37:53there was like De Angelo Russell, Anthony,
37:57Don't let me throw you off.
37:58This was just a passing joke.
38:00So he's a Jesuit priest from India,
38:02he's known for his writing and teaching
38:04in the seventies and eighties,
38:06and last year I read
his book, "Awareness,"
38:09that I have right here.
38:10I'm gonna read some of this.
38:12Essentially, he outlines his view
38:14of spirituality in this book.
38:15And he,
38:20I highly rec, this will
be my rec, is this book.
38:23It's a talk that that he gave at a retreat
38:29and then they just kind
of turned it into a book.
38:32So when you read it, it
sounds like somebody talking,
38:34so I recommend the Audible
38:37because it's literally the recording
38:38of him actually saying this in a group.
38:43But there's this section
38:44where he's talking about Thomas Aquinas,
38:48St. Thomas in the Catholic church,
38:49who lived in the 13th century,
38:51wrote a lot of stuff about God.
38:55And he's describing some things
38:57that Aquinas said about God.
39:00"In the prologue of his Summa Theologica,
39:04which was a summary of all his theology,
39:07Aquinas says, 'About God,
we cannot say what he is,
39:10but rather what he is not.
39:12And so we cannot speak about how he is,
39:14but rather how he is not.'
39:18And then in another commentary,
39:20he talks about the ways of knowing God.
39:23'And the highest form
of the knowledge of God
39:25is to know God, ton quam ignotum,
39:28to know God as the unknown.'"
39:33He discusses this a little bit
39:36and then Anthony says,
39:38"The fact is that you're surrounded by God
39:41and you don't see God
because you, quote, know God;
39:44or you, quote, know about God.
39:48The final barrier to the vision of God
39:50is your God concept.
39:52You miss God because you think you know.
39:54That's the terrible thing about religion."
39:58Great book, a lot of wisdom in there.
40:04But this really, the way he
talks about this God concept
40:08was very helpful to me,
40:09because it helped me understand
40:12the way that I had conceived of God
40:15for so much of my life, right?
40:19He's got a lot of really
great analogies in the book.
40:22I love analogies and I'm
gonna give one of my own
40:24that has been helpful in this.
40:27Just imagine that there are
40:28multiple people who have telescopes
40:31pointed at the sun, to look at the sun.
40:35And then there's one guy
who starts saying, Hey,
40:39I think that the sun is in my telescope.
40:45You know, I think that my
telescope is the thing.
40:49Like, it's the right telescope.
40:53You're convinced that the thing
40:55that gives you your concept of God,
40:59in this case your religion of choice,
41:01is the thing that is ultimate;
41:03the thing that matters
41:06versus whatever it's pointing to, right?
41:11And I think that that,
for me, was what happened.
41:13I think in many ways,
41:15it was a complete preoccupation
41:19with the telescope itself
41:21and a defense of the telescope itself.
41:24And being convinced that I
had found the right telescope,
41:27and I'm learning more and more
41:29that my deconstruction was not necessarily
41:31a deconstruction of God,
41:33it was a deconstruction of my telescope.
41:36Okay, yeah.
41:39And now I'm going to talk a little bit
41:42about the book that I
was featured in, Link.
41:45Oh yeah, here we go.
41:47To tease this idea out,
41:50that we're talking about the telescopes.
41:53Because this view that I just described
41:57is actually pretty well
described in this book.
42:00So this book is called "Surprise by Doubt:
42:03How Disillusionment Can
Invite Us Into A Deeper Faith"
42:07by Josh Chatraw and Jack Carson.
42:12Now, I'll just say right up front,
42:16these guys are Evangelical Christians
42:21who are still evangelical Christians.
42:24So as you can imagine,
42:25I do not agree with the conclusions
42:27that they come to in this book.
42:29And I am included in this book,
42:30not as a beacon of truth,
42:32but as an example of what not to do
42:34and what not to believe.
42:35But I will say,
42:39Josh and I, and you,
42:42have a mutual friend.
42:44And that was how he got in touch with me
42:46to tell me that I was gonna
be included in this book,
42:51to send me a copy, a
transcript of the book,
42:55and including the chapter that I was in.
42:58And I had a little
correspondence with him.
43:00Before it was finalized?
43:01Before it was finalized.
Okay.
43:03I haven't compared what he sent me
43:06with what ended up in the book,
43:09I think it's pretty much the same,
43:10but I really appreciate the courtesy of
43:14having talked to me ahead of time.
43:16And I will say that both of these guys,
43:20I don't know Jack,
43:20but he wrote the book with Josh,
43:25they're very charitable,
they're thoughtful,
43:28they discuss deconstruction
and deconversion
43:30without attacking people's character.
43:32What I think, and the
conclusion that I have come to,
43:37are held up as examples of
what they don't agree with,
43:40but they don't bash me.
43:42They don't question my
character and my motivations,
43:46so I really appreciate that because,
43:48That has happened.
43:49That happens most of the time
43:49Frequently.
That people
43:51will talk about this stuff.
43:53And I will say that they both have had
43:55significant struggles with
doubt, like real doubt.
44:00And they describe that.
44:01And they're doubts that are similar
44:04to the doubts that I've had,
44:05that many people who have
deconstructed, have had.
44:08And they don't shy away from those things.
44:10They come to different conclusions, yes,
44:12they offer a traditional
defense of the Christian faith,
44:16and they land in basically
an evangelical POV
44:20at the end of the day.
44:22But they are honest about
it, they're charitable,
44:24and I appreciate the way
44:25that these guys have gone about this.
44:28Now, they use an analogy,
44:33you know they got me with an analogy.
44:35They use an analogy that CS Lewis
44:37introduced back in the day
44:40in reference to mere Christianity.
44:43And basically, it's this idea
44:45that Christianity is a
house with many rooms.
44:48And what CS Lewis saw his role as,
44:53is to invite people into
44:55what he called "Mere Christianity."
44:57I mean, that's a famous book,
but it was also a concept.
44:59Basically, it means the baseline ideas,
45:03the foundational truths
of Christianity that
45:07Would get you in the front door.
45:08Unite all Christians.
45:09And that was the front
door in the hallway.
45:12Okay.
45:12And then along the hallway
there are these rooms,
45:14and that would be your different
45:15traditions and denominations.
45:18And CS Lewis was like,
45:20you need to settle into
one of these rooms.
45:22Like if you really want
to sit down, have tea,
45:24sit next to the fire, have community,
45:26get outta the hallway,
get into one of the rooms
45:28and that's where you
experience a real home.
45:32But he wasn't trying to
convince people of a room,
45:35he was trying to get people into the door.
45:37And so Josh and Jack
expand on this analogy
45:40and introduce something
called "Attic Christianity."
45:44And this describes groups of Christians
45:46that kind of forget that they're
a part of the larger house
45:49and they retreat into the attic, right?
45:52Which is this confined, restricted space
45:55where you can become convinced
that you are correct,
46:00that you are the most correct,
46:02maybe the only ones who are correct.
46:04That you have, like,
46:05you're the closest thing
to the truth, right?
46:09And this describes quite a few sort of
46:13sects of Chris,
46:15S-E-C-T-S of Christianity.
46:17Yeah.
Including,
46:19American evangelicalism or
what I described before,
46:22this non-denominational, reformed-ish,
46:24Baptist-ish southern evangelicalism
46:27that we were a part of;
that I was a part of.
46:29You were actually a part of
the Presbyterian church, Link.
46:32Yeah.
46:34But we tended to think like,
46:37the reason if your mind is like mine,
46:43you kind of convinced yourself
46:45that of all the options that
you had in your community,
46:50that this one is the best one.
46:52You go to the church
that's the best church,
46:54according to what they believe;
46:56not according to like who's
got the best music or whatever.
46:59I mean, a lot of people make that,
47:00but I was like, you believe
the right thing, right?
47:05So, and then they talk about this process.
47:08There's people who are in the attic,
47:10and when you're in the attic
47:11and you're in this
restricted, confined space,
47:13you're just asking to hit your
head on the rafters, right?
47:16You're asking to become disillusioned
47:18with this very narrow view
that you have adopted.
47:22And then what you do
47:23is you jump out of the second story attic
47:27and you land on the ground,
47:29and it's bad, bad news, right?
47:33Hmm.
And the point of the book
47:34is to encourage people
who are in the attic
47:37to come back to the main
floor of Christianity,
47:39examine the central
claims of Christianity,
47:41the foundation, stay inside the house.
47:43Okay.
Don't jump out.
47:45So how did I end up in the book, man?
47:47And I would say that
you're kind of in the book.
47:52This is how you got in the book, Link.
47:56Chapter eight called "Open Spirituality,"
47:58it says "Recently, the YouTube personality
48:01and co-host of Good Mythical
Morning Rhett McLaughlin
48:03shared his deconversion story online."
48:05So the other host is Link Neal,
48:08that's not mentioned, but it's implied.
48:12I like it this way.
48:16In this setting, maybe
exclusively in this setting.
48:20Yeah.
This is,
48:21I don't need a shout out.
Hey, this is the problem.
48:23Hey, I'm gonna say though,
48:24this is the problem when
you blabber on about it
48:27as much as I do, you get in the books.
48:28When you shut up about it,
48:30you don't get in the books.
48:31Yeah.
So, I mean,
48:32good, bad, indifferent, I don't know.
48:34Seems that you'd prefer
to not be in the book,
48:35which I don't blame you.
48:39So,
Yeah, it means
48:40I didn't have to read it.
48:42The idea is when you jump
out of the Christian House,
48:49you can sort of inhabit other houses
48:51or other beliefs, right?
48:54And they outline different
paths that people can take
48:57and then they choose a
representative person
49:02to represent that view.
49:03And I got to be the guy who
represents Open Spirituality.
49:08That's what they call it.
49:09Okay?
49:11And they use me to represent this view
49:13based on some of the things
that I've said in the past
49:16and then I think I've
reinforced it in some ways
49:18by some of the things I've
said today, but essentially,
49:20So you represented open spirituality
49:23as a viable option?
49:24No, no, no, no.
As the option
49:26where you jumped out of the attic
49:27instead of coming back down?
49:28I think, if I can recall,
49:30you can jump into atheism,
49:32or new atheism they specifically
call it, Open Spirituality,
49:38Mythic Christianity, which
they use Jordan Peterson
49:41as the representative for that
49:43because he talks about
Christianity as a myth,
49:45and I can't remember the other one.
49:49But you can jump into these different,
49:53alternative belief systems
that are not Christianity.
49:56Okay.
49:58And Open Spirituality is one of them.
49:59So, I got the honor of being
the representative here
50:03because I have talked about
50:06my problem with certainty
about spiritual things, check.
50:10My general openness to
spirituality, check.
50:13And even my specific openness to,
50:16and adherence to the teachings of Jesus,
50:18despite not really knowing
50:20what I think about Jesus
historically, check.
50:25And then after presenting what I believe,
50:27which again, they do say this,
50:31that like they're kind of
using me as a representative
50:33and then they're critiquing
50:34this broader idea of open spirituality.
50:37They're not specifically critiquing
50:39anything that I've said.
50:41I'm not gonna spend a lot of time
50:44talking about the critique
50:46and giving an answer to it,
50:47just because I think, well,
50:48first of all I probably already lost you
50:50if you're not interested in this stuff.
50:51But I have something more interesting
50:54that I wanna talk about,
50:55but I also don't wanna
seem like I'm dodging;
50:57these guys took the time
to put me in the book
50:59and to use my view to represent this
51:01and then to critique it,
51:02so I do wanna respond.
51:07So I've kind of tried to narrow it down
51:09to a couple of points that they made.
51:11So, they say that when you reject
51:17an established religious structure
51:20and then you pick and
choose which spiritual ideas
51:23you want to subscribe to,
51:25you are making yourself
the ultimate judge of truth
51:29and this is not a reliable
basis for a spiritual life.
51:33And I would say: I agree, I agree.
51:38You personally wanting
something to be true
51:41or feeling that something is
true, doesn't make it true.
51:46I would just go one step further and say,
51:49I don't think any religious structure,
51:52whether it's based on an existing system
51:55or one that you personally
piece together, is reliable.
51:59It may be truly useful, it
may be truly meaningful,
52:02it may be truly transformative,
52:05but I'm not convinced that it is true
52:10in some defensible, factual sense.
52:16So in other words,
52:16a religion followed by only me
52:18is probably not true.
52:21While a religion that's
followed by a lot of people
52:23may feel more true because a
lot of people are following it,
52:25but it's probably also not true.
52:27Just because there's a lot
of people using the telescope
52:29doesn't mean that it's the best
52:30or the most correct picture of the sun.
52:33So I would say I agree
52:34and I'm just going a step
further, if that makes sense.
52:38They also say that open spirituality
52:43is not nearly as fair-minded or unbiased,
52:46or as free as people
like me might believe,
52:50because people like me are
still very much influenced
52:53by the cultural status quo, right?
52:56We say that we're not
adhering to a religion,
52:59but we kind of are.
53:00We kind of are, in a sense,
53:03adhering to another religion
53:05that they would call
the Spirit of the Age.
53:08And whatever morality or standards
53:09come from the spirit of the age
53:11are without any reference to
an ultimate moral authority,
53:14because they're just rooted
in human subjectivity.
53:16They're not rooted in a objective,
53:19moral source; God or the Bible.
53:26And again, I agree.
53:30I actually agree with this point
53:32because I believe that,
53:36I believe what I believe,
53:38because of some combination
of my DNA and my experience.
53:44And my experience includes
53:45the time and place that I was born,
53:46the culture that I was
born into; my experience.
53:50This mind, interacting with
this world that I am in,
53:54has resulted in a perspective that I have.
53:58I 100% agree with that.
54:01But again, I think they stop short
54:04and I would go one step further and say:
54:07religious structures,
including Christianity,
54:09aren't independent objective systems.
54:12They are also a product
of their time and place.
54:18And I think the more that I have looked
54:20into Christianity and into the Bible,
54:22I have seen that they in and of themselves
54:26are the same type of
product of time and place.
54:28Think about that God
54:30that Moses was interacting with
at the top of the mountain.
54:34And this God is up there saying,
54:36build this in this very specific way,
54:38using these very specific materials,
54:40sacrifice things in this way
54:42oh, I wanna kill these people.
54:45Do this with your slave.
54:48And then you ask yourself the question,
54:50why is that God,
54:51why does that God seem
so different than Jesus?
54:54Now, I know what
54:55the traditional Christian
answer to that is.
54:58That it's the same God relating to people,
55:01who are different.
55:02He has the capacity to relate
to people in different ways,
55:05and there are different sort of eras
55:07of his relationship
and grace and all that.
55:14But I tend to think
55:17a much better explanation is the way that,
55:19the reason that God, for
Moses on top of that mountain,
55:23was saying those things,
55:24is because that God was a product
55:27of those people at that time and place.
55:31The reason that God was
talking about those things
55:34is because that's the God
that they needed at the time.
55:38They needed a God to tell them
what to do with their slaves.
55:41They needed a God to tell 'em what to do
55:42when the bull gets out and gores somebody.
55:46They needed a God to tell them
55:47that this is the kind
of place that they want,
55:49that this God wants to live, right?
55:53And I believe that this is
55:56an illuminating perspective
on the Bible itself.
55:59When you understand that
56:01the people who were writing
56:03are conceptualizing God for themselves,
56:08at the time and the place
that they find themselves in.
56:11And that's why, despite
the Christian doctrine
56:16of the univocality of the Bible,
56:17the idea that this is God's word,
56:19it's authoritative and is consistent,
56:20and it's of one voice.
56:22Despite being a doctrine of the church,
56:26it doesn't fit well at all
with the reality of the Bible,
56:29which feels like a disparate
collection of writings
56:32of people who believe different things;
56:34that had different gods
56:37because they are creating
these gods for themselves.
56:41And so to me,
56:43when you say to me that
as an open spiritualist,
56:50I am a product of my time and place,
56:54I am submitting to the spirit of the age,
56:57I'd say, okay, yes; to a point, I agree.
57:01I have to agree because I have no choice,
57:04because I think that the spirit of the age
57:07is determining what we're all thinking,
57:09depending on what our starting point is.
57:11But I think that the system
57:13that you are holding up as
being somehow outside of
57:16and above the spirit of the age,
57:17is just the spirit of another age.
57:21Does that make sense?
Yeah.
57:24Now, I could talk about
this for a really long time,
57:30as you can imagine.
57:32These are the kinds of
things that I listen to,
57:34when I'm working out, Link.
57:36I'm almost tempted to begin
57:37just curling while talking about this.
57:42That's not gonna be a good look.
57:43But, I think it'll
connect more with people
57:47who don't think about it
57:48in the way that I think about it,
57:50to expand on the analogy
that they use in the book.
57:53'Cause I think that
this analogy is useful,
57:55I love analogies,
57:56and I think that to help understand
57:58where I ended up landing
57:59and the way that I see things now,
58:03going a few steps further on
their analogy would be helpful.
58:08So I agree with Josh and Jack
58:11that I was in the attic.
58:14I was in attic Christianity, right?
58:17I mean, take for example the fact that
58:21one of, sort of, the big
dominoes to fall for me
58:25was beginning to believe
in evolution, right?
58:29When the evidence for common ancestry
58:32became indisputable and overwhelming,
58:34I couldn't reconcile it
with the view that I had
58:37of the special creation of animals
58:40and especially people.
58:44And that was only a problem
58:45because I was an evangelical Christian.
58:47If I had have been Catholic,
58:49then I would've been like, oh,
58:50the Pope already said
that evolution happened.
58:53So, this isn't a problem for me.
58:55This doesn't change anything, right?
58:57But because I was in
my very specific attic,
59:01that really screwed up my telescope.
59:04It was a giant ding in
my particular telescope.
59:09But I do not believe that
I jumped out of the attic.
59:13This is where I take issue, right?
59:15I don't think I jumped out of the attic.
59:18I went back down to the main floor,
59:20I looked around, I
inspected the foundation.
59:23That's essentially what a
decade of my struggle was.
59:27And I saw some cracks.
59:30I saw a lot of cracks in the
foundation of this house.
59:34Some real structural issues,
59:35coming from a former civil engineer.
59:39And when I found these,
59:40I went and I asked some
people in the house about 'em,
59:43you know, guys who seem like the experts.
59:47And essentially what they
would tell me is that,
59:48listen, the house is in great shape.
59:50There's nothing wrong with the house.
59:50The foundation is solid.
59:52If you're seeing problems,
59:54that's not because there's
something wrong with the house,
59:56it's because there's
something wrong with you.
01:00:00You, your perspective is messed up.
01:00:02The house is solid.
01:00:03The Christian foundation,
01:00:05the Christian House is solid.
01:00:09But I was telling people, you know,
01:00:11I think I might leave the house,
01:00:15I think I might go outside
01:00:16and they're like, it's
dangerous out there.
01:00:18Don't leave the house,
01:00:19it's the last thing you wanna do.
01:00:20You can't have a
meaningful life out there.
01:00:22You cannot have a meaningful
life outside the house.
01:00:25There's nothing but emptiness
01:00:26and destruction outside of the house.
01:00:29This is where God lives,
this is his house.
01:00:32This is the place where you need to be,
01:00:34this is the place where it's safe.
01:00:36But, I kept finding issues.
01:00:40And I would say specifically
01:00:41the thing that I was finding was,
01:00:44I was finding things
that maybe made me think
01:00:47that the house wasn't built by God,
01:00:49but that the house was built by people.
01:00:52That was the overwhelming conclusion
01:00:54that I was coming to, right?
01:00:57Continuing to find this evidence
01:01:02that I couldn't have confidence in this
01:01:04as some home of spiritual truth,
01:01:06because people had created it.
01:01:10And when I finally admitted to myself
01:01:12that I couldn't have
confidence in the house,
01:01:14I walked out the front door.
01:01:15I didn't jump out of the attic,
01:01:16I walked out the front door.
01:01:18And then when I walked out,
01:01:19I looked back at the house.
01:01:21And from the outside
I could see, you know,
01:01:24there's a lot of things about this house
01:01:25that are beautiful, meaningful.
01:01:29There's transformational
aspects of this house
01:01:32for the people who are inside.
01:01:35But I saw something else
01:01:36that when I was outside of the house,
01:01:40it seemed even more evident to me
01:01:43that it was a house built by people,
01:01:45not a house that God built.
01:01:47And then the longer I stayed outside,
01:01:49and the longer that I looked at it,
01:01:51the more and more, you know,
01:01:53a new perspective of the
house emerged as like,
01:01:57well, definitely this is
a house built by people.
01:02:00I see why I didn't see
that when I was inside.
01:02:02But now that I'm on the outside,
01:02:04it's very evident to me
01:02:06that this is a construction of people.
01:02:10But I also looked around
and saw something else.
01:02:11I saw other houses that people had built,
01:02:15and inside all these houses,
01:02:17there were people saying
very similar things.
01:02:20They're like, our house was built by God.
01:02:24This is where God lives.
01:02:26They're passionate.
01:02:27They had their own set of evidence.
01:02:28They had their own reasons
01:02:30for why their house was
the place that God lived.
01:02:33Just an interesting note.
01:02:36Oh, there's other people
who think like we did
01:02:38when we were inside our house.
01:02:41Now I'm gonna be honest, it wasn't easy.
01:02:47It has not been easy to be
on the outside of the house.
01:02:50Inside the house, there's house rules,
01:02:52there's systems, there's
rituals, there's answers.
01:02:57Somebody dies, we know what to do.
01:02:58Somebody gets married, we know what to do.
01:03:00Somebody gets sick, we know what to do.
01:03:04On the outside, those rules
are not as established
01:03:08and it makes life a little bit
more difficult in one sense.
01:03:14You don't have the same house rules.
01:03:18Also found that the people
01:03:20who were still on the inside of the house,
01:03:23thought a lot less of me
for being on the outside.
01:03:28They told me all the real
reasons that I left the house.
01:03:31Even though while I was in the house,
01:03:33and as I was leaving the house,
01:03:34and after I left the house,
01:03:36I told them why I left the house.
01:03:39And it was because I had
problems with the house.
01:03:42No, no, no. We cannot accept that.
01:03:45The problem is you.
01:03:47You never really were a member
of this house, by the way.
01:03:50You never really belonged in this house.
01:03:53You never really believed
the things that we believe.
01:03:57They told me why I had left the house.
01:04:03They reminded me that the issues
01:04:04that I had with the
house were illegitimate,
01:04:07and it was really masking
some deeper desire, right?
01:04:11My desire to essentially just be
01:04:13my own selfish self outside of the house,
01:04:15to follow my own selfish desires.
01:04:18I've been deceived.
01:04:19At best, I've been deceived.
01:04:20At worst, I was just
being a selfish asshole
01:04:23who wanted to be my own God,
01:04:24and was not willing to
live inside of a house.
01:04:28But I also found a lot of other
people outside that house.
01:04:31You know, some of 'em had
walked out of the house,
01:04:33the same house.
01:04:34Some of them had similar
reasons for leaving.
01:04:37They decided there was
something wrong with the house
01:04:39and they had left.
01:04:40A lot of people had left for
completely different reasons.
01:04:42They had been badly hurt
01:04:43by somebody inside the house, right?
01:04:46There was also a bunch of people
01:04:47who had walked out of a
bunch of other houses,
01:04:49and then there was a bunch of people
01:04:50who had never been in a house at all
01:04:52and found it odd that we
had all been in those houses
01:04:55and were so serious about it.
01:04:59And I noticed something
about these people.
01:05:03Some of them were self-absorbed,
01:05:05some of them were narcissists,
01:05:07some of them were dangerous.
01:05:09Some of them were living lives
01:05:11with only themselves in mind.
01:05:14Just like a lot of people
in the house, surprisingly.
01:05:19And some of them were
genuine on the outside.
01:05:22Some of them were kind, loving, helpful.
01:05:24There were selfless people
01:05:25living lives with others in mind,
01:05:28just like some people in the house.
01:05:32But I found that most
of them were like me.
01:05:36Some combination of those things, messy.
01:05:39Trying their best, screwing up a lot.
01:05:43Just like a lot of people in the house,
01:05:44just like a lot of
people outside the house,
01:05:46just like people.
01:05:47And so I started to doubt whether or not
01:05:49someone being good or bad had much at all
01:05:51to do with whether or not
01:05:52they had ever been in the house
01:05:53or they were in the house.
01:05:55It seemed like the main
purpose of the house
01:05:57was to be able to say who was in the house
01:05:59and who was outside of the house.
01:06:01It was a way to kind of know
where people stood, right?
01:06:07And so it was a great way to divide people
01:06:10into those who belong and
those who didn't belong.
01:06:15But like I said, I've been told
that there would be no hope.
01:06:18There's no hope outside the house.
01:06:20There's no meaning, there's
no purpose out there.
01:06:25That isn't what I found at all.
01:06:27I found that just like when I did,
01:06:30when I was inside the house,
01:06:31I wanted to live a life characterized
01:06:33by love, joy, peace, patience, kindness,
01:06:35goodness, faithfulness,
gentleness and self-control;
01:06:37IE, the fruits of the spirit
or the fruit of the spirit.
01:06:41And I found, not only did I know
01:06:44a lot of people outside of the house
01:06:45that wanted to live like that,
01:06:46I wanted to live like that
01:06:48and I could also continue
to live that kind of life
01:06:52and pursue those kinds of
things outside of the house.
01:06:55And I actually found
01:06:56many, many things outside of the house
01:06:58that were incredible resources
for that kind of life.
01:07:01Things that I would have never seen,
01:07:04heard, touched, been exposed to,
01:07:06if I'd have stayed in the house.
01:07:10And then in terms of God,
01:07:13once I got outside of the house,
01:07:14I didn't stop looking for God.
01:07:17I was just convinced that he wasn't inside
01:07:19or only inside that house.
01:07:26And it wasn't that I
stopped hearing God's voice.
01:07:29Sometimes I think I do hear God's voice,
01:07:31but it's not coming
from one of the houses.
01:07:33It's coming from over the ridge,
01:07:36or in the river or in the wind, right?
01:07:38And it's not saying very specific things
01:07:40about who God is and what God wants.
01:07:43It's a different kind of voice.
01:07:49And sometimes, I think that maybe God is
01:07:51just all around outside;
01:07:53inside, outside and all around the houses.
01:07:56I don't really know
01:07:57and I don't know if that's the point,
01:07:59but I'm not ever going to stop listening,
01:08:03ever stop pursuing and ever stop trying
01:08:06to hear and follow God's voice.
01:08:11But I'm definitely, I mean, the one thing
01:08:12I am pretty thoroughly
convinced of at this point
01:08:17is that though I'm not sure where God is,
01:08:20I'm convinced that they are not limited
01:08:22to one particular structure.
01:08:24They're not in any one of the houses.
01:08:26And I don't know,
01:08:30when it comes to spirituality
and spiritual things,
01:08:33I think where I have ultimately landed
01:08:36is that spiritual, I do
believe, or certainly hope
01:08:40that spiritual experiences
can be attained.
01:08:44But I'm not convinced that they can be
01:08:47contained or explained.
01:08:49I'm not trying to sound
like Jesse Jackson here.
01:08:52But I think, ultimately,
01:08:55that is the viewpoint
from outside of the house.
01:09:00A hope, a desire, a sense that
there is something beyond.
01:09:06And that I'm driven by a desire
01:09:08to connect with whatever that is.
01:09:11But the idea that I have to
01:09:14contain it and explain it.
01:09:17The idea that that thing, whatever it is,
01:09:20is constrained to an idea, to a book,
01:09:24to a religious philosophy, to an ideology,
01:09:28seems pretty preposterous.
01:09:31And the last thing I'll say is,
01:09:32'cause it's a common criticism,
01:09:35whenever I speak in this way,
01:09:36what I am told is that I am
just proposing a new philosophy.
01:09:41That I'm making a new truth claim.
01:09:43That I'm doing something
that's no different.
01:09:46Another way to say that
01:09:47is you might say that I
am building a new house.
01:09:52I do not believe that is what's happening.
01:09:55I am saying I'm not building
a new house, on purpose.
01:09:59And to tell me that my
not building a house
01:10:01is building a house,
01:10:05that I'm not building a house.
01:10:08That's the thing I'm taking issue with.
01:10:11I'm not making a truth claim
01:10:17that I think applies to
you and everyone else.
01:10:23I am saying that, about such things,
01:10:26I don't think we can make truth claims.
01:10:29And if you wanna get into semantics
01:10:31and say that that's a truth
claim in and of itself,
01:10:33I think you're missing
the point that I'm making.
01:10:35I'm saying I'm not building a house.
01:10:37Don't think we should build
houses, at least right now.
01:10:43That's not a house.
01:10:48So, Pastor Rhett, are you
gonna close with an invitation?
01:10:50Yeah. I would like everyone
to bow their heads.
01:10:53Nope.
And close their eyes.
01:10:54And to not come into my house,
01:10:57because I don't have one.
01:11:00Okay.
01:11:01Let's just keep walking around, guys.
01:11:04Let's just keep walking around
01:11:05and be there for each other.
01:11:06See somebody in need, help 'em out.
01:11:11Make healthy choices.
01:11:14Love people.
01:11:16It doesn't seem that complicated.
01:11:22But you are gonna recommend a book.
01:11:23You've already done it.
01:11:24Yeah, yeah, yeah.
01:11:25I recommend, I mean,
01:11:28I can't say I recommend
"Surprised by Doubt,"
01:11:30even though I'm in it.
01:11:32Listen, if you wanna read it, fine.
01:11:34I've already told you about it,
01:11:34I told you what was in it.
01:11:36The only reason I'm saying
I don't recommend it,
01:11:37is 'cause I don't agree with it.
01:11:40But what I do recommend
01:11:41is Anthony de Mello, "Awareness."
01:11:46And I would say, if you
don't wanna sit down
01:11:48and listen to something
that's like nine hours long,
01:11:51just search Anthony de Mello on YouTube
01:11:53and just click on any
one of his short videos.
01:11:56He is a character and a half,
01:11:58Oh yeah?
And he's very funny,
01:11:59and I just love the guy
01:12:00and I love the way he talks about things.
01:12:03And I think you might too.
01:12:04Well, I appreciate the update.
01:12:06I think that was, it's
very well organized.
01:12:09It wasn't built, though.
01:12:10Nope.
Because, I mean,
01:12:11it wasn't a structure.
01:12:13And I think I did pretty good too.
01:12:15You did great.
01:12:16I didn't interrupt you
01:12:17and I wasn't tempted to fall asleep,
01:12:21which is to your credit.
01:12:24So, where's my candy?
01:12:29We'll get you some,
01:12:29we got candy on the front desk.
01:12:31Carly's got some Butter Fingers for you.
01:12:33Next week, we have fielded questions.
01:12:38In addition to me sharing
what I wanna share,
01:12:41we've got questions that
we're gonna move through
01:12:45at a pretty decent pace.
01:12:48Good questions that we've heard
again, and again and again
01:12:51pop up every time you share an update,
01:12:55or I share an update,
01:12:56or we weigh in on spiritual topics.
01:12:58So we're gonna get into that,
01:12:59it'll be a different vibe,
01:13:01but similar topic next week.
01:13:05So, follow along the conversation.
01:13:08Hashtag Earbiscuits.
01:13:10Remember, leave a review
wherever you listen.
01:13:15That's always helpful to us.
01:13:16We really appreciate it.
01:13:18And, call us and leave a voicemail.
01:13:20You know, we like hearing your voice,
01:13:22especially if you're asserting something
01:13:24that might elicit a response from us.
01:13:28Hmm.
So, let us have it.
01:13:311-888-Earpod1.
Earpod1.
01:13:36That's it. You got nothing else to say?
01:13:37That's it.
No benediction?
01:13:39Thanks for listening,
01:13:42maybe we'll talk about it again.
01:13:43You'll talk about it next week.
01:13:44You're gonna give us a little update.
01:13:46Yeah.
But maybe
01:13:46we'll talk about it next
year, maybe we won't.
01:13:48We never know.
01:13:50Hi guys, Janna from Alabama.
01:13:53Listening to the Taylor Swift episode,
01:13:55great episode, hilarious.
01:13:58People are people.
01:13:59It's just fun to speculate
about all that stuff
01:14:02and allow them to be people.
01:14:05I enjoyed your take on it
and I'm very appreciative.
01:14:08Take care, bye.
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